Baptism And Deciding When The Time Is Right

by Gerasimos Letts (on the left at the end
of the jetty)
I am sure it is fair to say that a
person wishing to be baptised into the Orthodox Church will know when the
time is right rather than having the decision made for them when they really
don't feel they are ready. Different people have different ways of knowing
when the baptism should be undertaken and I would like to take this
opportunity of sharing the events which led to my becoming Orthodox.
To start with, I should explain that I had not
been 'christened' by the Anglican Church, though as a young child I did
attend Sunday School and enjoyed hymns and carols throughout my school
years. After leaving school, I occasionally attended the midnight Christmas
Eve carol services but that was really my limit.
It was while I was on holiday in Zakynthos that
my thoughts to religion changed. A friend introduced me to the 400 year-old
relic of Saint Dionysios and the beautiful Orthodox Church which housed the
body. In turn, I was introduced to the monks of the Monastery of Saint
Dionysios and I began to build a lasting relationship with them. One monk,
Father Nikitas, foretold my friend being baptised into the Orthodox Church
and then told me the same thing. I was instantly dismissive of such a notion
but through the warmth and persona exuded by this Priest I should have
realised that what he foretold would become fact. Three things
happened to me which made my mind up about becoming Orthodox.
Unusually, I decided to have a two week holiday
on Zakynthos, always preferring only to be away for one week at a time, and
it was during the first week that two events happened. I went to the Church
one evening to speak to the Saint and then went round to the Iconostasis to
speak to the icon of Christ. As I was speaking to him from inside, I was
aware of a presence behind me. I was rather annoyed as I felt this was an
invasion of my private space. I tried to ignore the figure behind me but
then caught a glimpse that the figure was wearing a type of sacking robe.
When I turned round, the figure was gone. My friend and I spoke to the
Arch-Deacon and he told me that the figure was Saint John the Baptist and
that I was now ready for baptism. I dismissed the idea. On the next evening,
I spoke to the Saint and then returned to speak to the icon of Christ. As I
spoke, I was aware of a fine mist crossing over the icon. It soon passed.
Again we spoke with the Arch-Deacon, who simply smiled and said nothing. I
wanted something to happen the third night running, as a great believer of
things happening in threes, but nothing did and I was very upset by this.
The following week, the Godmother of my friend
was taken seriously ill and rushed to hospital. I told my friend I needed to
speak with the Saint and offer prayers to her and the family. I spoke to the
Saint and then stood before the icon of Christ at the front of the
Iconostasis. My friend appeared at my side exactly at the time I asked
Christ: "Please show me a sign that you have heard what I have asked of
you." At that precise moment, all the candelabras down the centre of the
church illuminated, something which only takes place when a Divine Liturgy
is taking place. I looked at my friend and told him I had asked for a sign
and my wish had been answered. When we again spoke to the Arch-Deacon to ask
why this happened, his reply was simple: "You asked for a sign. That is what
you received. Now you know you are ready for baptism." When I returned to
England I immediately began my instruction.
After receiving permission from Bishop
Chrysostomos, at Pascha 2002, I was invited to the coastal house of the
monks of the Monastery of Saint Dionysios and baptised in the sea by the
Hegumenos. Since then, there have been many more wondrous events which both
my friend and I have witnessed, here in England, in Greece and at Pascha in
the Holy Sepulchre, Jerusalem.
Gerasimos
(Bryan) Letts
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